Time Enough for
Love
by Elfscribe,
elfscribe5@yahoo.com
Characters: Legolas/OC (Elwin), Elrond/Glorfindel, Lindir/OC
Overall
Rating: NC-17; This chapter PG13
Beta:
Capella
Disclaimers, see chapter 1
First
posted: May 2, 2004
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Chapter
6 - Cade
As he
awoke, Elwin became aware that he had no feeling in his left arm.
The
reason
lay warm and solid next to him, head pillowed on his shoulder. Elwin
slowly
pulled free from his lover and shook his hand to bring the blood
into it.
He
looked out of the window into the full light of day. They had slept
long
after
the exertions of the night.
Legolas
murmured something and stretched his leg across Elwin's thighs.
Elwin
gazed
possessively over him, admiring the contours of his face, the way
the
corners
of his mouth formed a slight, mysterious smile, how the elegant
curve of
his
neck met the long fold of his collar bones. With a start, he saw the
tiny
brown
dot on the prince's throat, just where Elrohir had said it would be.
How
curious
that he had never noticed it before. What had the twin said? Where
the
pulse
throbs. Elwin pushed down on the mark and felt the steady beat of
the
prince's heart.
An
unreasoning surge of jealousy filled him. What had Elrohir been to
his
beloved? He wanted Legolas to himself, forever, with no other claims
on his
heart.
He leaned forward and kissed the spot, then sucked on it gently,
making
his own
mark over it.
"What
are you doing?" Legolas asked drowsily, the light of consciousness
coming
into
his blue eyes.
"Making
you mine," Elwin murmured.
"I
thought you did that already last night. Rather thoroughly."
"I
would do it again, as often as possible."
Legolas
chuckled deep in his chest. "Are you not sore, melethron?"
Elwin
moved and winced. "Actually, yes," he admitted. "I am glad that Lord
Elrond's cure worked. As pleasurable as last night was, there is
such a thing as
too
much."
"I
never thought I'd hear you say that," Legolas grinned.
"I do
have strong powers of recovery, Sinda," Elwin replied.
"That
is fortunate as I don't think I could refrain from loving you for
too
long."
Legolas slid a hand along Elwin's cheek. "We must think of a fitting
punishment for Elrohir when he returns."
"Mîr
nîn, I confess I did not give you all of Elrohir's gift last night."
"Gods,
Elwin. Don't tell me there was more. I am in no shape to take it
today."
Elwin
laughed and then grew serious again. "No, meleth, not like that.
When he
handed
me the oil, he said, ‘give him this from me.'" Elwin bent forward
and
pressed
a tender kiss to the prince's lips. Legolas gently returned it.
"Tell
me, melethron, why would Elrohir want to give you such a gift?"
Elwin
hoped
his voice didn't betray him.
Legolas
turned away and stared out of the window. In the distance, a long
ribbon
of
water poured down a cliff face. Three swallows darted and swooped in
the
bright
spray, emitting high pitched cries.
"Before
that moment, I had no idea that you two were . . . close," Elwin
persisted.
Legolas
shrugged. "I had a relationship with him. Long ago. With both him
and
his
brother actually. I traveled with them on a dragon hunt in the
northern
wastes.
My first journey away from Mirkwood. I think I felt . . . affection
for
him and
maybe it was that way with him too. But there is something . . . ."
He
turned
and looked at Elwin. "It's curious, I don't remember exactly."
Elwin
searched Legolas's eyes for a hint of something hidden but the
prince
seemed
genuinely puzzled.
"Anyway, it was a long time ago," Legolas said, "and of no import
now. Don't
tell me
you are jealous?"
"Should
I be?" Elwin asked, then said incredulously, "Both of them!"
"Ah
yes." Legolas smiled. "Like you said, I wasn't reluctant to sample
those
pleasures. And just last night you introduced me to your charming
and quite
attractive former lover. I now say to you what you said then, the
past is just
that."
"Forgive me, mîr nîn. It's just that I don't know how I would live
if I lost
you."
Legolas's face shadowed briefly and he reached up and brushed his
breastbone
with
two fingers. Elwin wished he could pull the words back into his
mouth.
Legolas
must not feel trapped or he might run. He laughed as if to make
light of
what
he'd just said. "Well, it appears to be a fine day. Would you like
to take
a
walk?"
"Breakfast first. I'm famished." Legolas leaned over and kissed
Elwin. "And I
loved
our time together last night, even with the unfortunate incident.
Thank
you."
"Yes,
time well spent." Elwin grinned. The pun earned him a light cuff on
the
head.
Legolas
got out of bed and drew on his clothes. "I need to go back to my
room to
change."
"We've
missed breakfast. I'll go and see what can be found in the kitchen.
I
shall
meet you downstairs in the dining room," Elwin said. He slid out of
bed
and
groaned, putting a hand to his backside. "And yes, meleth, we owe
that
wicked
peredhel a little gift in return."
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Elwin
ran into Lindir on the stairs. The elf smiled coyly up at him. "And
how
was
your evening, meleth?"
"I
imagine as good as yours," Elwin said, smiling. "Maybe better."
"I
doubt it," Lindir replied. "That Silvan warrior has endurance.
However, I saw
you and
your ernil velui doing something rather peculiar in the garden early
this
morning. Is this a new bit of Mirkwood sensuality I should know
about?" His
green
eyes sparkled.
"A
mishap. Oh gods, I'll tell you sometime." Elwin laughed. "You would
think it
highly
amusing."
"Where
are you headed?"
"To the
kitchen to get Legolas something to eat."
"Hungry
I expect, after last night's exertions," Lindir said. "Well, I'll
join
you.
You can tell me of this mishap as we go."
In the
distance they heard the sentinel's horn call. Then there were voices
outside. Lindir and Elwin looked at each other and went out of the
main hall to
the
stairway.
Coming
in by the arched entrance to Imladris were three tall guards
escorting a
young
man with the faint suggestions of a wispy beard. He wore a stocking
cap
pulled
over fine curly brown hair and led a fat pony. His good natured face
was
tense
with fear and wonder.
"A
human boy," said Lindir softly. "And from Bree by the looks of him.
Now this
is a
rare event."
The
young man raised his head and stared at them. By Arda, Elwin
thought, that's
Will
Rushlight's grandson! With a cry, he ran down the stairs.
"Cade!"
Elwin exclaimed. "I hardly recognized you. How you've grown since
last I
saw
you. What brings you to Imladris?" He stopped and a cold feeling
stole over
him as
he saw the youth's expression.
Cade
swept the cap off his head and bent down on one knee. "Master Elwin.
I am
come on
behalf of my granddad. He is very ill and wishes to see you." He
paused
and his chin trembled, "For the last time."
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Legolas
stood to the side watching Elwin make his case to a stern Elrond.
The
Master
of Imladris sat with his elbows propped on the arms of the chair,
his
long
hands steepled together. Glorfindel stood by Elrond's side with arms
folded.
Legolas wondered why Elrond seemed reluctant to allow Elwin to leave
Imladris. It seemed a harmless enough request and clearly meant a
lot to his
lover.
"Please, my Lord," Elwin said. "I have been a friend of this family
for
generations. The boy says that when he left Bree, his grandfather
was in a bad
way and
it has taken him more than two fortnights to get here. He lost
several
days
trying to find us."
"Fortunately our scouts discovered him wandering south of Athrad
Bruinen,"
Glorfindel said.
"It is
dangerous to leave now. A party of orcs has been sighted north of
here,"
Elrond
said.
"I have
never heard of orcs traveling on the Men Thrúnen," said Elwin.
"This
could be such a time," said Elrond.
"I will
go with or without your leave, Lord Elrond," Elwin said proudly. He
stood
tall and grim, his forehead pinched tight.
There
was a long pause.
"I
could go with him, Lord Elrond," Legolas said. "As a guard."
Elrond
glanced up at the prince and frowned. "I think it is time we had
that
talk
now, son of Thranduil," he said. "Elwin, I will want to speak with
you
again
in a while."
"But
Lord Elrond, I cannot delay my departure," Elwin protested.
"There
are things at work here beyond your ken, Elwin." Elrond's voice rose
in
anger.
Legolas felt the veiled might of the Lord of Imladris, like the
growl of
an
impending storm.
Elwin
flinched and cast his eyes down. "Yes, my Lord."
"I
understand your affection for your friend," Elrond said quietly. "I
will
consider your request with all of its ramifications."
Elwin
glanced sadly at Legolas and left the room.
Glorfindel sighed. "Passionate, that one."
"Loyalty to one's friends is an admirable trait," said Elrond. "I
have known
Elwin
since he was born. He is an elf of many fine qualities. Don't you
agree,
Legolas?"
"Yes."
"Come
and sit down," Elrond said. "Necessity forces a difficult
discussion."
Elrond
settled himself back in his large chair and Legolas sat opposite
him.
"Do you
know that I have the gift of foresight?" Elrond said.
"I have
heard it said," Legolas replied.
"Last
night a vision came to me unbidden and I sought clarity of meaning.
It
concerns Elwin's future. I am reluctant to talk about this because
sometimes
the act
of trying to forestall an event may help bring it about. But in this
case I
believe keeping the knowledge would be more harmful."
Legolas
could feel heaviness settle upon his chest like a large toad. He
nodded.
"In my
vision I saw you bent low before the dragon, Smaug. He had a
transparent
shimmering quality as if he were not flesh and blood, so I deem it
occurred
after
his fall, not long ago. It seemed you made a bargain with him, the
nature
of
which I could not discern. But I know that it is bound up with
Elwin's fate."
Legolas's glance flew to Elrond's concerned face.
"Can
you tell me what the bargain was, Legolas?"
The
prince opened his mouth but no sound would come out. He put his hand
to his
throat
and looked desperately at Elrond.
Elrond
turned to Glorfindel. "It appears there is a silencing cast to this
spell."
Glorfindel nodded, regarding Legolas with hawklike eyes. Legolas's
chest began
to
throb. He pressed his palm to it. Elrond leaned forward and placed
his hand
over
the prince's.
"Does
it hurt, mellon nîn?" he asked.
"Yes,"
Legolas said. "Whenever . . ." he paused and then forced his words
out,
"whenever I consider my feelings for Elwin."
"The
dragon's bargain had something to do with your affection for my
musician,
did it
not?" Elrond asked.
Legolas
was able to nod his head, slightly.
"Do you
love him?"
"As
much as I am able," Legolas said softly.
Elrond
said, "The tragedy is bound up with his need for your love. I do not
know
how
these events are connected." He paused and looked at Legolas
sternly. "But I
saw
Elwin's death at the hands of orcs. You came to his aid too late."
Legolas
felt as if the walls of the room had suddenly moved close around
him.
He was
having difficulty breathing.
"Actions we take could prevent or promote this outcome one way or
another. Now
you see
my problem in granting him leave to go on this journey. However, I
do
not
know when the event might occur. It could be now or hundreds of
years from
now. I
cannot lock him up in Imladris forever."
"What
should I do?" Legolas asked. "Should I break off our . . .
relationship
and
return to Mirkwood?"
"I
don't know," Elrond said. "What does your heart tell you?"
"My
heart and I have not been on good terms lately," Legolas said
bitterly.
"Curse
the dragon!"
Elrond
regarded him gravely for a time. "I cannot tell you what your
actions
should
be, Prince. However, I do know that you must not tell Elwin of this.
To
know
one's fate is never advisable."
"Why
did you tell me?" Legolas asked angrily. "Why give me this burden,
if I can
do
nothing to prevent it?"
"Because I deem that your knowing may cause you to be vigilant in
ways that you
might
not be otherwise. It is my hope it can be prevented."
"I know
Elwin," Legolas said. "He will go to see his friend in Bree whether
you
allow
it or not."
Elrond
nodded. "I think we need to send an escort."
"As I
said before, I'll go with him. I have some skill at arms, my Lord,"
Legolas
said.
"So I
have heard," said Elrond.
"Melda,
I am thinking that I haven't been that way in many long years,"
Glorfindel said with a smile.
Legolas
looked at the seneschal in surprise and then approval. "I'll take
one of
my
guards along as well and Elwin is fairly handy with a blade himself.
I think
we
should be more than a match for any stray group of orcs."
Elrond
hesitated. Then Glorfindel said, "Elrond, the twins went after this
particular band of orcs, did they not?"
"Yes,"
Elrond asserted. "They took Estel with them."
"Then I
find it unlikely that any of the foul creatures will bother us,"
Glorfindel chuckled.
Elrond's shoulders relaxed slightly. "All right. You must all take
care of
yourselves," he said looking significantly at his seneschal.
"We are
always beset by dangers, foreseen and unforeseen. We cannot live our
lives
in fear, melda. You know that," Glorfindel replied.
"It is
decided, then." Elrond sighed. "I will tell Elwin he can go."
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They
rode far and fast that day and when night descended, made camp in
the midst
of a
circle of trees within sight of the road. Legolas and Thornan went
to scout
their
surroundings while the others unpacked. Upon their return, they
dumped an
armload
of wood near Glorfindel who sat with his legs folded under him,
feeding
small
twigs into the flame. His fair face was expressionless. His hands
appeared translucent in the firelight like parchment shielding a
candle. Legolas
noticed
that occasionally a white light flickered over his face that was
quickly
shrouded. But when he looked up into Legolas's eyes, the prince saw
it burning
in the
warrior's pupils. What must it be like to return from death? the
prince
wondered. It was a thought that he had never considered before.
Elwin
sliced a loaf of bread into thick slabs and passed the pieces around
with
a jar
of honey, and a dish of hard cheese, dried apples, apricots, and
shelled
walnuts. Then he rose and retrieved a large water skin. He poured it
into wooden
goblets
and sent those around as well.
Cade
sat on a small log and watched them as he ate. He had spoken little
all day
and
seemed in awe of his companions. He took a sip from his goblet, then
looked
surprised and guzzled down a long draught. He sighed. "I've never
had simple
fare
taste so wondrous," he said suddenly. "What magic do you use?"
Elwin
stayed his motions."Why nothing, friend," he said in the common
tongue.
"It is
just what we eat when traveling."
"Ah,"
Cade said as if he understood something. "Then it's just regular
elvish
magic."
Elwin
smiled and settled down next to him. "I can't believe how quickly
you've
grown.
That must be the magic of mortals."
Cade
snorted. "Hardly, Master Elwin. It's been nigh on ten years since
you last
visited
Granddad. I'm full on nineteen now."
"Well,
you've grown up well," said Elwin. "It was a brave thing to come so
far
alone
in search of me."
"There
was none else could be spared to come." He lowered his voice. "Well,
truth
to tell, they didn't know I left. Granddad pleaded with my father to
send
for
you. Cried, he did. Said it was his dying wish. But my Dad, he said
he
didn't
know how to find you and wouldn't go. I couldn't bear it."
His
eyes gleamed liquid in the firelight. He swiped a sleeve across his
face.
"So, I
went to the Prancing Pony and asked the way here. One of them
rangers
told
me. ‘Just take the road east,' he said, '‘til you reach the Ford,
then find
the
path that steers towards the Misty Mountains.' But when I reached
that big
river,
I couldn't find the path. I got so frightened. I didn't know which
way to
go from
there."
"Not
everyone can find the path to Imladris," said Thornan. "It was a
brave
deed.
You reflect well on your people."
Cade
gave him a tentative smile.
"Your
grandfather was very ill when you left?" Elwin asked.
Cade
nodded. "I pray we're not too late."
"You
love him a great deal," Legolas stated.
The
young man turned to look at him apprehensively. "Aye, that I do.
He's the
most
wonderful person I know. It was him as taught me to play the fiddle.
Not
that
I'm very good, yet." He looked at Elwin with wide eyes. "He told me
you
were
his master."
"Yes.
But I learned from your family, Cade. Your great great grandfather.
I am
ever
indebted to him for that gift and so I return it as well as I can."
Cade
turned to Elwin. "I saw you brought your instrument. Could you help
me with
something I've been having trouble with?"
Elwin
nodded and went to his packs. He opened the case, took out his
violin, and
brought
it over to Cade, solemnly placing it in his hands. As if seeing it
for
the
first time, Legolas noticed how elegantly it was formed and the
beauty of
its
rich red-gold color.
The
young man looked at it carefully. "Lovely. Was it made by elves?"
Elwin
nodded. "By a master instrument maker from Imladris of hard maple
and
spruce,
the inlay of pearwood. The wood was aged twenty years in a special
room
and the
varnish is a secret recipe only he knows. I have owned it now over
one
hundred
years and it is just beginning to find its proper voice."
He took
it back from Cade, lifted it to his shoulder, and rapidly played a
three
octave
scale from the mellow tone of the lowest string to the final bright
high
note.
Then he shifted into a slow melody, sweet and sad. Legolas couldn't
take
his
eyes away from his lover's strong, sensitive hands as they moved
deftly over
the
instrument.
When
Elwin finished, they all clapped.
"I can
see we shall not want for entertainment," Thornan said, smiling.
Cade's
eyes shone as Elwin handed him back the violin. "Now let's see what
you
can
do," the elf said.
"Nay,
Master Elwin, I should be embarrassed after that."
"You
can't learn unless you play. Go on now."
Cade
hesitated, then began to play a simple dance tune. Legolas saw him
falter
in a
few places, but his tone was quite good.
"Well
done," Elwin said, when he'd finished. "But here, relax your hand a
little
more
and hold up your elbow." He moved behind the young man positioning
his
hands.
"Try again."
As the
lesson progressed, Legolas and Thornan got up, cleared away dinner,
and
pulled
blankets from their packs. Legolas went a short distance away from
the
fire
and stared up at the stars with the feeling of comfort and awe he
always
had
when looking at their remote beauty.
"I will
take the first watch, mellon nîn," Glorfindel said softly, coming up
behind
him.
"All
right. Keep sharp," the prince whispered.
"Assuredly." Glorfindel looked back at Elwin and Cade. The young man
was
laughing as Elwin exaggerated a bow movement and made the violin
squeak. "He
gets
along well with the hên firion, doesn't he?"
Legolas
sighed. "I am learning to admire him more every day. I don't think I
can
lose
him, Glorfindel. What shall I do?"
"Time
will reveal your choices," Glorfindel said. He clapped his hand on
Legolas's shoulder, then lightly jumped up, caught the branch of a
tree
overhead, and swung himself up into it. He leaned back against the
trunk. "I'll
wake
you in several hours," he called.
Legolas
went back to sit beside the fire. Cade began yawning and Elwin said
the
lesson
was over for the night.
Later
the prince lay in the dark under a blanket with an arm about his
lover.
They
chuckled softly as they listened to the young man's noisy breathing.
"You
were good with that boy," Legolas whispered.
"He is
a quick learner. His father never took to the instrument."
"I have
not associated with many men. Most I have known were stupid or
wicked or
both,
like the head of the Merchant's Guild in Esgaroth. It seems I could
learn
better," Legolas said.
"You
could, my dear Prince. Many of the men of Bree do have a certain
simple
innocence. I always thought it came from living such short lives.
But William,
this
boy's grandfather, was different. Very clever and full of life, he
was. We
were
good friends when he was a young man. I was present at his wedding
and the
naming
ceremonies of two of his children. But toward the end he seemed to
grow
bitter.
The last time I visited, over a decade ago, he would hardly talk to
me.
I don't
know why. I am hoping to mend that rift before it is too late."
There
was a long pause. Then Legolas reached up and gently tucked one of
Elwin's
braids
behind his ear. "You have a good heart, meleth nîn," the prince
whispered. "I can't get my fill of you."
"Wait
until we are alone again, mîr nîn. You'll get your fill of me."
Elwin
moved
his hips suggestively against Legolas. The prince heard the smile in
his
lover's
voice and tightened his arms about him.
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mîr nîn
- my treasure
ernil
velui - sweet prince
Athrad
Bruinen - the Ford of Bruinen
Men
Thrúnen - eastern road or the Great East Road
mellon
nîn - my friend
hên
firion - child of a mortal
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-tbc-